love this song now haha can't wait for muse's new album!!! :-)
anyways, i feel so guilty bec i haven't been studying these days.....
friday was spent on rockout (mad raving omfg it was insane i wanna go for concerts with you guys!!!)
tried to study on sat (and did! a bit hahahahah but then we started htht-ing and that was 100000x more interesting than ionic equilibrium, so yeah. great htht with even better friends, and aldo we spent 4 hours at saizeriya HAHAHA)
today was ponamparty which was also q fun, but also a bit scary at the same time bec since when did 'party games' change from like wii to shots and drinking games??? ok i think everything that reminds me of being 18 is scary bec omg toO MUCH RESPONSIBILITY M NOT READY FOR THAT SHIT
in other words these few days have been insanely unproductive; but i really don't like how the meaning in our days are now measured by the amount of work done :-( oh welL here's to a MUCH MORE PRODUCTIVE JUNE HOLIDAYS and may this plsplsplspsl end soon :-(
♥ 7:17 AM
Tuesday, May 12, 2015
not even halfway (well, almost?) through the year and it's already shaping up to be a very emotionally and mentally trying one.
As in less than 6 months (i feel like this blog is a countdown HAHA) and fuck i am not prepared. i am very pathetically unprepared both mentally and academically :-( but somehow i have not gotten down to it omg i really need discipline i need a good wake up call i need a PLAN i need help