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Tuesday, January 27, 2015

barely finished the first month of 2015, but already it's turned out to be so emotionally/mentally tumultuous oHMY i keep overthinking and over-analysing things and having existential crises and coupled with some stuff happening it hasn't been very smooth-sailing but i rly rly appreciate how my friends were so concerned (it was a bit overwhelming HAHA but i was v touched almost cry ok) and one of the main things that give me the strength to keep me going is the fact that i have such nice and lovely people around :-) thank you my friends for all the support, and most importantly, for motivating me to become a better person and friend!!!!

okay anyways on to the better stuff!!! alright here's jan 2015 so far

6 jan!! BIRTHDAY hehe also second day of school sian. but it was honestly one of the best birthdays i've had (ok la tie with last year's well-orchestrated marina barrage extravaganza HAHAHA - but maybe this year a bit better cos more people celebrate HAHA). okok here's the rly rly memorable day in full:

- parents wished me happy birthday before school! (and got $$$) (also my dad got the date wrong "huh not tomorrow meh???" sian HAHAHAHAH)

- tmy and shu!! super super touched they rmb-ed tbh (but i didnt expect any less from them AHAHAHA)

- og celebration!

nice cake, even nicer picture on cake (shirtless chrisevans as candle "you may now blow the candle out" wew), NICEST OGMATES! :-) thanks for staying alive long enough to celebrate my bday HAHA WE NEED TO GO OUT SOON!!!)

- then went back to 415 table and saw 415+6Gers and they sang a song!! :-) NICE seeing my 2 fave classes together my favourite classmates!!! :-)

- class celebrated again after school!!! the cake/donut thing they got was damn good HAHA omg really really thankful for the celebration hahaha esp the presents HAAHAHHA BEST PRESENTS EVER!!! (esp thanks for the bottom from ches n yx and the ... nice... photo.... and the guys who went out to buy and spent not only $$$ but some of their dignity also HAHA and clarissa annette cait for their gifts!!! <3)

with clarissuck and chestna (thank you both for the polaroids and UR FRIENDSHIP)

nice cake omggg

- met up w yx's gang after school and i got cake faced again hahaha lucky the canteen was q empty so not so embarrassing hahahah but the cake was damn nice and so are u guys <3)

- went to united square w steph after school, and turned out it was a nice surprise from SUNDATE HAHA thank you bbs!!! first time receiving a birthday chicken, n it was legit quite yummy :-)

- AND YEAH went home after that, which was a bit hard getting around on public transport haha bec of the gifts and the hugeass helium balloon (BUT A GOOD KIND OF HARD HEHE) q funny i banged into like 123823 people w the balloon there was a 1m radius around me in the train hahha and in the morning i was late for assembly (and also carrying the balloon) and while rushing to my class it smacked some teacher's face HAHAHA

also in the mrt station i was going up the escalator and passed this guy and he saw my balloon and just casually went "so you just got married today? congrats!" HAHA)

i had like warm fuzzies throughout the whole day bec so touched and appreciative of everyone's thoughtfulness and niceness was really thankful to everyone who wished me, even mr faizad during ell HAHA. so yeah that concluded one of the best birthdays i had :-)

nice presents HAHHAHA bottom left

- went out w dominic the twin and qirong the big bro (HAHHA FAMILY OUTING) on thursday! had a great htht and lunch as celebration haha

- had isle roundup shit on friday, which was rly boring n i fell asleep but went for dinner w caRRess after that (CREAMIERRRRR) and tzeyen and jammi treated me and it was DELICIOUS omg didnt realise it was so near my grandparent's also HAHA i will def be back for more

- tuktuk lunch on sat! (sorry for making yall wait so long though :-( but vip fashionably late ya HAHA) the lunch itself was a bit dodgy (esp michelle's spaghetti HAHAH) but nevertheless thank you michelle timothy des for the card, meal and company! :-)

- omg and not to forget NOOBS who celebrated it on friday haha DAMN FUN NIGHT w yall :-)

and yeah that concluded birthday week HAHA omg it was really one of the best birthdays i've had (maybe bec it spanned several days)

but now that i'm 18, wow it's so scary. i can drink i can drive i can buy alcohol i can (have to) do adult shit now! I'M AN ADULT! and the thought of that is so daunting; it's time for me to lead my own life and i'm not ready i'm not ready i still feel like i'm 13 odg

on another note REALLY PLS GO LISTEN TO AB/AP FOB'S NEW ALBUM ITS THE SEX REALLY EARGASM the lyrics rly :')

also feel q sian seeing all the prep for lumiere 15 (nice la looks like everything is coming along damn nicely!!!) :-( sucks being offloaded i thought i was over it but seeing everyone busy with orientation 15 just reminds me of it once more :-(

omg i wanted to post abt january but sorry lazy so this shall just be a birthday post.

♥ 5:33 AM

Monday, January 19, 2015

it's scary how you can be surrounded by people and still feel so alone
it's scary how everything seems just like a facade, a well-played act for everyone to see (but alone, it's over, curtains down, costumes off)
sometimes i feel so so utterly consumed by this inexplicable state of emptiness and it's gut-wrenching and heart-twisting and stomach-churning and i don't know why i feel this way, except that i do, and i hate it i hate it i hate it

♥ 2:19 AM

Saturday, January 3, 2015

day 4 of 2015!!!! well it's been off to a (pretty) good start (probably cos school hasn't started yet haha). welcomed the new year with my 6G babes hehehe the fireworks were so magical ahhh but of course the company was even better :-) wish more people could've gone though :-(

clarissa and i look like a lesbian couple right hahhahaha but i rly like this photo C:

2 jan was spent on... math.... but had a good catchup with ssc sexies over lunch :-) then dinner (which turned out to be an early bday surprise) with NOOBS and ahh i have missed them soOooOOoOo much! was honestly not expecting that surprise haha thank you so much bbs <3

nice photo sadly sCHOOL UNIFORM sian and also i thought i climbed super high but apparently not

went for class cip yesterday!!! cleaned this auntie's house hehe :-) it was fun and meaningful and heartening to see our efforts paying off immediately hahaha and the auntie was damn cute!!!!! good job la remus and weize i think we quite good and thanks for letting me clean windows and doors only hahahha

anw clearing photos now so here's a shitload of photos to round off 2014!!!! it has been an enriching year but no i won't miss you haha

27 dec 2014!!! ms vic's wedding (wew congrats!! hope married life has been treating her well ;-) ) + pool with the class + photoshoot at gardens by the bay damn the photos really damn nice kekeke

celebrity + his welcome party

thanks for the (try to) study sessions my baes they might not be very productive but at least we had fun HAHA

after eating crickets heheheh

w thu my fave vietnamese

tuktuk!!! thank you for not pushing me out of the tuktuk

with teeemat the loser hahaghagah

with tzeyen sian the chio bu who was going on a date with her man sian actually i am not ugly one only bec i standing next to her so i look a bit cui

with jammichung!!!! thanks for being so crazy and hilarious HAHAHHA

CUTE TRANSLATOR LOOK HOW CUTE HE IS TO BE STANDING W ME!!!!!!!1

washing socks being domesticated. sadly this did not work out very well bec i lost 2 pairs after that while hanging them up

toilet warriors!! domesticated part 2. we still suffer from ptsd (ya frik we couldnt eat breakfast that day ok bec nutella is so bROWN). but it was a good bonding experience going through shit together.

with van the chen good job la leader but pls invite me to ur house 1 day i want to play pool

CUTE KIDS!! soo many photos with them but sadly cannot upload bec privacy :-( but this photo should be can right HAHA you cant even see anyone's face here

more cute translators!!! the coolest cambodians i know :-)

NIGHT SAFARI!!

daniel and cheewui are exhausted after a tiring day at the russian market as you can see in the background

michywishy my bimbotic com survey buddy! saw ur face too much during the trip we sleep together everynight some more hahahahaha

cute boyboy!!!

cute girlgirl!! also in the picture we have a small young cambodian girl. jk she was a real cutie hehe.

team riverkids 2014 kekeke :-)

outing @ prata house before sleepover! :-)

after filing OFFICIAL END OF PW JOURNEY :-) sian might actually miss pw abit. but just a bit la

i dont know what is happening here but q funny la

sleepover hhahahaha my bed was never the same after that

i don't know what is happenening here either but i think qirong is enjoying himself

class photo!!! :-)

sighhh school starting tomorrow back to the grind i guess this is it man the last official year of studying.

♥ 11:53 PM