starbucks 1-for-1 and spending quality time with 415 :-) 

it's really hard to accept that we're leaving so soon :-( i don't want to part with my lovely classmates who are all so awesome, accepting, tolerant and beautiful people :( it may sound cliche and untrue, but 415 is truly the best (ya no joke man) class i've been in and i've been so, so lucky and blessed to be put into this class. 

i love how we always seem to have spontaneous class outings and how we always seem to end up at the same place (next big event: MP3 EXPERIMENT! which like half the class is going for haha and today more than half the class were on the same bus to far east lol we didn't even leave school at the same time!)

tada this is us colonizing the back half of the bus from ps to rg

it's scary to think that in slightly more than 6 months' time we'll be IN JC. separated with new classmates and new people and new environments and wow by then we will (well me at least) be 17 even though i still feel like a 12 year old, fresh out of primary school and surrounded by the familiarity of adolescence. 

and it feels me with such dread, and fear and trepidation because it's jc, or in clearer terms, shit is gonna get serious. 

and the reason why it's so scary bec it's unknown (i guess this is why people are afraid of dying as well - because it's unknown, it's uncharted territory but unlike America before it was discovered by Chris Columbus, it'd probably remain shrouded in mystery until the end of time.) - i can't imagine myself 5 years from now. i mean, the first phase of my life has been pretty much set in stone (primary school -> sec school -> jc); but now we're nearing the end of Phase 1 of Our Lives and Phase 2 is all dependent on how well we do and well, no pressure at all man, since my future is literally in my own hands. well then. this is all very scary but i'm really thankful for the people who are going through this with me :-)



if you're lost and alone, or you're sinking like a stone, carry on