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Wednesday, August 1, 2012

it's that time of the week again where i get into a depressed whiny bitchy mood because i am too lousy and uncoordinated to play the piano properly. so bear with me while i rant, blog.

i'm not a good player, but at least last time i enjoyed playing the piano and the pieces i played, even if it weren't so good (which was like most of the time).

but now it's more like a chore than anything, now i can't even play well and it just feels so horrible because my parents spent so much money on everything - registering for the exam, paying for the books etc etc - and if i fail the exam then it's just as good as throwing their money ant the time i spent practising away. and because i'm so lousy i can't even move my fingers properly i'm so lousy and clumsy and lazy and slow and just a horrible failure.

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