Today was pointless and boring. Subj round ups the whole damn day. I wish the school will give us more interesting and fun post EYA activities :/ I mean, who listens to a SUBJECT ROUND UP TALK??? And what's the point, srsly. Rounding up the subject? I think we know what we've learnt, and if they need to reinforce the knowledge then they haven't done a very good job of teaching us.
Anyway. The talks surprisingly weren't very boring (and seriously how come we are still the class w the highest number of bookings lol?????) maybe cos I was sitting w steph hm they all. (Y) and I cut my thumb during recess so it hurts to type on the phone and thus there'll be quite a few errors and awkward sentences (autocorrect, I'm sorry)
Tomorrow will be the last day of school.
I don't want it to come. I don't want my time wit 204 to end. )': we've only become so bonded during the last few days of sec2 which is really a waste. But really, 204, thank you so much. I couldn't have been put into a better class.
But I guess another reason why I don't want my Year 2 life to end is because after this, we'll be sec3s. New class, new friends, new teachers, new (and more) subjects, new posts, new curriculum... Yeah, it's going to get worse. And with all these changes, new responsibilities. What if I can't cope? What if I fail all my exams, AAs, PTs, SPAs? What if I fail at NCC life and bring the platoon standard down low (like I'm not alread anyway)? What if I screw up my life? I don't know. I think im finally understanding what it means to be grown up. Mature. An adult.
I'm not sure if I want to be, though. ):
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