I'm going to make Sec 3 year a damn good one.
Well, as good as possible.
Which is quite a challenge considering it's Part C year and Sec 4s next year are most likely going to be giving us some serious shit + Sec 3 year, which means more subjects(and commitments) with a large impact on my future.
I know, this seems a bit too late, but I think there's still time to pull up my socks and not be such a lazy slacker anymore.
I don't know what it was that made me have this huge ass revelation; maybe seeing the list of people eligible for RA and not seeing my name there (not that I deserve to be on it anyway; my results this year were seriously horrendous and I don't want to be in an RA in the first place), or seeing my friends and seniors so involved in House Carn and Drama Nite and what not, or seeing my friends joining more lead boards and having more commitments - eg PB, House, PSB (results not out yet, though I don't expect to be selected cos I don't think my interview went very well + my record...). But anyway, I want life in RG to be more meaningful. Not only just in RG, actually. I don't need to become a prefect or chairperson or anything. I just want to do more meaningful stuff. Like, I want to be better at drawing. Learn to draw realistically, then at least I'll have something I'm good at. Learn to play my favourite songs on the piano, then I can have something to while away my time. Do a lot of CIP, then at least I feel like I'm contributing back to the society. Or do 20 minutes on the exercise machine everyday then at least I'll grow slimmer + nicer muscles. Anyway, you get the point. I want to make something more out of my life. Not waste my time watching TV/playing sims/trolling on FB everyday. I want to have more worthwhile achievements to my name. Instead of getting to level 100 on maple, learn to play 100 pop songs on the piano, that kind of stuff.
Back to the point.
Aside from all these, I also want to do well in academics (duh!). Sec 3 is gonna be hard, and the end year GPA is also important for Uni. So I can't screw anything else up. So yes, more cutting down of meaningless computer and TV usage, more studying and purposeful stuff. I'm going to study hard and diligently, BE MORE DISCIPLINED (this actually applies to every aspect of my life lol), BE LESS LAZY. There are so many people, esp seniors, who juggle academics and CCA and whatnot and still seem to excel in everything. I might not be as good as them, but well, at least I'm going to try to be.

So yes, now anytime I feel like giving up I'm going to look back on this post. Yes.

Labels: INSPIRATIONAL SHIT

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